[Long post here. I’ve always
planned on not holding back on Dream Song #46—which in my opinion is among the
truly great poems ever written in English. If I’m guilty of self-indulgence, so
be it this time. But I hope you’ll settle in, if you’re game.]
Poetry still thrives because
enough people agree with Berryman at some level, that in the long run, art and
language are immeasurably more significant than public thieves and crooks. Levine
was affected by Berryman’s pronouncement, and it affected his work and his life
every moment after. But there is still a tension between the long-term
significance of art and the momentary influence of legalized public criminals,
who can do tremendous damage in their short stays of ascendancy and even
destroy the legacy of art and learning. Think of Cromwell’s Roundheads wrecking
the priceless stained glass of England’s cathedrals, ancient temples in the
Middle East dynamited by some dystopian theocratic regime or another. Book
banning and book burnings are attempts at this same kind of thing. Some
insufferable blockhead politician in Texas hit the news lately because he tried
to push through legislation that would force the teaching of the bible in conjunction
with the Founding Fathers in all American history classes. Here in Kentucky,
the Creationist Museum had a model of a dinosaur—with a saddle on it. I’m also
thinking of Scott Walker at the moment, governor of Wisconsin, but he is just
one example of a whole bevy of contemporary public thieves and liars—he cuts
taxes on the wealthy and on corporations in his state, which causes severe
budget shortfalls, then he uses this manufactured budgetary crisis to justify
slashing the budget of the state’s public universities. It is an outright
attempt to destroy what one of our great public universities stands for, and
enrich and further empower his handlers in the same move. It is thievery and
destruction in Wisconsin, on a massive scale. These examples are all variations
on the same theme. The list of further examples is depressingly long.
Why this little rant? DS 46 takes
on this problem of the legacy of planetary public crime. This was the poem that
got me started, and a whole constellation of political, religious and
existential understanding came to me from it in a flash. I’ve only had a
handful of these moments—you only ever get a few—but they’re crucial ones in
anyone’s life of the mind. One came in front of a painting by Gericault in the
Louvre, “The Charging Chasseur”, where I had this flash of understanding of the
relationship between warfare and propaganda: It was something about the exciting
great dappled fighting horse on the ten-foot canvas, the splendid uniform, and
especially the leopard-skin saddle
blanket in the midst of atrocious carnage—which is deliberately kept off
the canvas. Another moment came listening for the first time to Joni Mitchell’s
Court and Spark, specifically the
song “Trouble Child.” For those who know the song, it’s somber and intense and
gorgeous, and there’s this haunting moment, “breaking like the waves at
Malibu.” As her voice extended along that last syllable of “Malibuuuuu”, I had
this uncanny sensation of a door opening, and I walked through it into a whole
new world of artistry, beauty, and complex, subtle sensation that I had had no
conception of, and I never looked back. One other I’ll mention: I was watching
a PBS program of American Indian dance on some pleasant, uneventful Saturday
afternoon. Most of the dances were contemporary, quite lovely and compelling,
but there was this one dance by historical re-enactors—the wild turkey dance.
It was interesting enough, the one-one-two-two dance steps to the rhythmic
drumming, the loud, uninhibited wild singing, the costumes in all
natural-materials, skins, feathers and fibers (no vivid chemical dyes on
these), and then this moment, which had been building: The dancers crouched low
to the stage, heads up, vibrating in place with tiny, rapid steps of their
feet, and they fanned the great round tails that had been there all along but
innocuous, and they became turkeys!
Even over the TV screen it was an astonishing sight, and for me it was an
instantaneous breakthrough of two understandings simultaneously, both of
American Indian culture for one, taking me way past the dopey stereotypes we’re
generally handed, and of the communicative potential of dance as an art form
for another. I’ll never forget any of these.
DS 46 begins with a lively
description of that moment when intolerable darkness gains ascendency: “I am,
outside.” The comma there is full of meaning, establishing the persona’s
existence beyond its mere placement outdoors. “Incredible panic” is the situation
he finds himself in, and while it’s a metaphor, it’s also not. “The worse
anyone feels the worse treated he is.” Consider the deliberate contemporary
shredding of our social safety nets. Why? Because we can’t afford them. Why
not? Tax cuts, proposed through a deliberate lie as a way to grow the economy,
when all evidence has ever shown is that this flows wealth upward. The people
without much wealth are stolen from, and if they suffer, too bad. The ones
empowered at the top of the heap are insulated, except that it’s to the point
now where they actually seem to take a positive malicious glee in inflicting
even more suffering. “Fools elect fools”? Do I even have to elaborate?
“Millennia whift & waft”—this
whole business is not of a moment, and it isn’t necessarily American; it is a
universal phenomenon in human culture. “Their glasses were taken from them,
& they saw”—what did they see, once the sanctifying lie of rose-colored
fundamentalist glasses were taken from their eyes?: “Man has undertaken the top
job of all, / son fin.” Well. This is
big.
When I first read “son fin,” I made
a mistake in interpreting it. It’s French and translates to “his end” or “his
ending.” It sounds in French exactly like sans fin, which would mean “without
end,” and that was how I momentarily took this: Man had undertaken the top job
of all without end, which might have a somewhat positive spin. Whatever the
“top job” might mean (since it’s not characterized in my mistaken reading), we
are engaged in an endless process of struggle and growth. Magnificent! Look, I
have a naïve and optimistic streak, especially when I was younger, and that’s
what I wanted to see. But that’s not what the poem says. The top job of all is
man’s own destruction. In B.’s moment, fresh off the nightmare of two massive
world wars, a collapsed economy in the 30s, and with the Cold War hanging over
everyone with its tremendous arsenals of nuclear missiles on a hair trigger
ready to incinerate the planet, this was an enduring anxiety: son fin. His own destruction. If the
Cold War in our moment has subsided, and the nuclear arsenal doesn’t feel as
ready to rock as it was 50+ years ago, we have other nightmarish eventualities
that engage our fears just as terribly. More wars, wars, wars, terrorism and
theocratic dictatorships, the threat of the rise of corporate Fascism in the
West, and hanging over all of it, extreme climate change, which dwarfs all of
the other nightmares.
“Good luck” has that tone of
harrumphing snark, and sets up that brilliant rhyme, but first, “I myself
walked at the funeral of tenderness. / Followed other deaths.” Whatever is
coming has died—the narrator has walked at its funeral as well as the funeral
of tenderness, and that thing, “like the memory of a lovely fuck.” That lovely
fuck is only a memory, this real enough but still now only vaporous and
insubstantial memory. What was it? “Do,
ut des.” This is what has also died out in the world. It’s a Latin phrase,
and translates to “I give so that you can give.” The meaning is pretty complex.
For one thing, it strikes me as what sex is ideally about, a reciprocal giving
that simultaneously engenders reciprocal receiving, and the more one partner is
able to give, the more he or she gets out of it. Beyond that, the phrase was
meant to go up to the Roman gods accompanying a sacrifice—I burn this valuable
goat so that you will send rain, something like that. So the overtones are
religious as well, and this resonates with the religious associations from
earlier in the poem. The reciprocal giving—even the true Christion doctrine of “love
your neighbor” has died, giving way to…it’s not mentioned by name, only
implied, and I think strongly implied: That thing that replaces reciprocal
giving is greed. Here is the evil
doctrine that replaces the grace that has passed away. It’s the reason behind
the social ills, the political malfeasance, the class inequalities, and the
fear all around. The hatred in even thinking that someone would get something
you desire, and that desire, in the absence of the grace of Do, ut des, grows and grows and grows.
This is what I see in the poem,
and while I believe the world is a less reduced, more complex phenomenon that
what this reading of the poem allows for—Do,
ut des lives on is what I’m saying—Do,
ut des is also not ascendant. It doesn’t thrive at the top. It didn’t then,
and does not now. Greed pumps fossil fuels at the cost of the planet’s atmosphere,
greed squanders people and devours land, greed destroys equity and justice, the
greedy sociopaths of the world struggle bitterly for total wealth and the
attendant benefit of total control. Do,
ut des can be learned in a thriving university, which is precisely why
someone like a Scott Walker, the Koch brothers’ walking, talking meat puppet,
installed in a powerful political appointment, elected by fools who bought the
bullshit that came out of his moving lips, will try to destroy it.
It angers me. But I do mean this,
this is not the whole story. There is meaningful counterforce against this timeless
movement. The critical first step in fighting it is to see it. The poem still
teaches me this. It’s why I stick with teaching.
This poem is important to me as
well because I didn’t understand at first. It was just a poem, gobbledygook,
but I was a kid. I bored in and stuck with it, and it opened up. “Deacon Blues” and a few other instances
aside, this was the first time I read a poem. If you dare the struggle to pass
through that door, you don’t go back.
Five years and eight months after I wrote this essay, I'm still satisfied with it.
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