Written in celebration of B.’s
marriage to Kathleen Ann Donahue in September, 1961, who was beautiful, Irish,
and 21 to his 47. He had met her in March, and he had actually checked himself
out of the hospital to go on their first date. Kate was good for him for a long
time in his life, and it was with her assistance that he was able to put the
first volume of The Dream Songs
together in the first place. I have to confess that I don’t understand why a
young woman like that would find a hospitalized alcoholic more than twice her
age that attractive, except that he was a professor and a poet, at the time of only
modest repute, but not famous like he would be later. Oh well.
The “Alexandrian” refers to
Origen of Alexandria, an early Christian theologian who argued that no one is
so removed from God that he can never find his way back to salvation, not even
the residents of Hell. A tinchel is a circle of hunters closing in on their
quarry—kind of a terrifying image.
So, if Hell is empty, then the
last devil in line has found his way out, back to salvation. The death of
guilt. Life had been closing in, in the second stanza, and just before the
tinchel closed in on the doomed, cloven-hoofed narrator, why—
—his father makes an appearance,
watching his son and his new wife in a crystal ball. It’s quite an image, and
probably it’s a moment in The Dream Songs
where we can find a measure of peace and forgiveness. I think getting married
to a beautiful woman can have that effect on one. It gets phrased in pretty
grandiose terms, “What roar solved once the dilemma of the Ancient of Days, /
what sigh borrowed his mercy?” I think the dilemma of the Ancient of Days (Is
the holy holy because it is loved by God, or does He love it because it is
holy?) is solved by a roar, and in the end the mercy is only borrowed.
The happiness here is real, but
it seems there are qualifications buried in the images.
[It took some research to puzzle
something out of this one, on and off in spare moments all day. It wasn’t at
all unpleasant. But I didn’t feel inspired by anything—his marriage, his image
of his father, all that—and something is happening that I don’t really want, as
odd as it may sound: I’m interested in the poet in a cool, distant sort of way,
but I don’t want an emotional attachment, and I’m not remotely interested in an
obsession. I’ve felt a touch of “icky, icky” the last couple days. Tomorrow, I’m
going to write my own Dream Song in response to whatever awaits, and I’ll do it
as an emotional purge. Then I’ll get happily on with things.]
circle of hunter closing in on their quarry--wonder if the poet felt he was the quarry and with marriage closing in...
ReplyDeleteI think she rescued him from it.
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