Thursday, May 28, 2015

#147

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An intense lament, where the grief at losing a friend (Delmore Schwartz) strips away the joys and rewards and nobility and even the decency of being alive. The speaker reduces himself and everyone else to a number of pretty ugly images: “the act of an aged whore,” “the leavings of a hag,” Marcus Aurelius’s pronouncement that “All that is foul smell & blood in a bag.” Finally: “The world is lunatic.” “He flung to pieces and they hit the floor.”

Well, it’s kind of melodramatic, but I won’t push that judgement too hard. An emotional poem is often a snapshot, an artifact that fixes in time something that otherwise would go fleeting away. A poem is also an exercise, word play and word puzzlement, even when it’s addressing something that is undeniably hurtful. And clearly, the death of Schwartz affected the poet on a deep level. There’s nothing wrong with that.

At the end, there is a reference to DS 1—“Once in a sycamore I was glad / all at the top, and I sang.” Here, he remembers this incident again: “High in the summer branches the poet sang.” But it follows with: “Hís throat ached, and he could sing no more.” Then: “All ears closed.” There threatens to be no more singing.

The irony is that the poem (the song) falls to the page anyway; he sings about not being able to sing. It may be a posing in grief, or it may be that the grief is real and shuts the poet down on one level, but on another he keeps writing in the same way that his heart continues beating: Perhaps this is not a matter of volition, writing. It’s a physiological mode of being, the brain putting out poems awake like it puts out dreams asleep, a necessary aspect of its functioning. It dreams and it sings automatically. I’m going with that. I think mockingbirds choose their songs with a certain volition too; I think they make aesthetic choices about whom they’ll imitate, based on their tastes and their values and their assessment of the territorial competition for which their songs are weaponry. They also sing because there is no choice but to sing. Their hearts beat and their throats make song. Because they’re birds.

A mockingbird used to sing on our chimney, and the acoustic peculiarities of the house and chimney amplified the song and broadcast it like a PA system speaker out of the fireplace and through the whole house. It was a lovely way to come awake on Saturday mornings. For the bird, it was all serious business. Songs never have a single meaning.

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